I don’t understand some Individuals Of This Whole.
People are so afraid to stand alone than to Stand Up For Something As A Collective.
We buy kylie jenner lip kits, yet when our neighbour across the street starts her own beauty brand, we snigger and secretly await her failure. We Encourage the super rich to get richer and condemn and judge The Poor. We Support People For Their appearance rather than their Agenda and then get pissed off when their agenda makes an appearance.
We Put Our Faith And Trust In (and never question btw,) authority figures who stand before us dominating, judgemental and condescending.
This is not A True Representation Of Who We Are,
is it?
Is this A Pure Reflection Of What We See In Ourselves? ..
If no,
Why Are We Currently Connecting Our Thoughts And Attention To This Reality?
Why do We Allow such Leaders To Represent Us When They Themselves do not Reflect Us?
What is The Real Truth behind this madness that has infected us deep to our core;
So deep to the point that it Has Now Manifested out Into The Physical World As A Potential threat to our very Existence. (Covid19)
Deep Down We Know It To Be True.
Simply google the definition of condescending and then tell me that our current leaders in power are not so?
What is The Underlying Issue That Keeps On Resurfacing Century After Century after century That We Haven’t Managed To Grip Nor Accept?
What is it that we really fear?
The Truth?
– these are questions I ask myself.
Well for 1 I personally know that I fear not feeling safe,
.. and there’s definitely safety in numbers I’ll give you that!
How daunting is it to be that 1 that stands out?
Some people thrive in it, some people not so much.
I for 1 get afraid of what could happen, scared sh*tless of the unknown and all the things I fear that I don’t have control over.
I like the predictability of stability you see,
and even History Has Taught Thee,
that those who dared be seen before me,
were punished or penalised.
– Story of Jesus.
– Story of my life.
– Story Of Our Lives.
(And just 1 example of many, 1 example of the whole.)
I sometimes feel so gripped with fear that it immobilizes me.
Feeling stuck, restricted, and overwhelmed, I back out.
I back out of change. I back out of growth. I back out of doing things differently.
Its just far easier to do nothing,
and then feel shit about it for making that decision.
So I guess I just resort back to talking about things. Focusing my attention on other people to make myself feel better about all the things they’re not doing to distract my own inner neglect and discontent.
The thing that I can’t manage to wrap my head around is that just as technology has evolved over the years and our intellect has increased, what has become of my Soul? What has become of my reasoning?
An overload of information has my thoughts constantly fluctuating and I can’t seem to get a break.
Always distracted by someone or something.
Even Meditation has me thinking…
I miss the days being able to Dance in the rain without having to have a reason.
I miss feeling the Joy of doing something without worrying if its enough or too much.
I miss The Confidence I had in Life that Enabled Me To Be me Without Fear of being judged by others.
I am not perfect… and I keep forgetting that imperfect specifically says Im-Perfect.
I need to accept that within all Imperfection Holds great space for change, a great space for improvement, Possibility and potentiality.
Every coin has two sides and Each Day Brings With It light and dark and all the in-between.
The shadow side of life always has a Purpose, and that purpose for me is allowing aspects of myself that I may not like (nor even realize exist,) to become illuminated And brought out into my Conscious Awareness; thus allowing me To Experience the perfect in the imperfect and see The Truth For What It Is and not just how I want it to appear. There is a freedom in taking life as it comes with a total awareness that It Can Become Better.
I know I need to Make A Conscious Effort Every Day to work on myself and I know we all need to do this work, individually and collectively.
But it is so hard to actually do, right?
I am so inclined to being who I know myself to be.
I am so used to feeling entitled to act as I do.
I am so comfortable not taking accountability for my actions.
Why does the burden feels so heavy? 
…
Because of the negative perspective we are all looking at it from.
We’re in 2020 now people.
We Are Living In A New World And The Old Belief’s that Some people Cling To HAVE To Be Compromised As It Will Affect The Future Of Mankind.
We are doing ourselves a disservice by choosing to only see one side of the coin without the other.
Hmmm,
Maybe I understand 1 more than I thought I did, I mean I am that 1, I am that individual.
What is judging going to do about it? What Is thinking Going To Change?
Actively Being The Change is the hardest step 1 must face in life.
It is the hardest step I must face in life.
… I suppose 1 and I are the same…
-That’s my truth.
What it yours?
The Hidden message:
Individuals Of This Whole,
Stand Up For Something As A Collective.
We Encourage The Poor,
We Support People For Their Agenda,
We Put Our Faith And Trust In A True Representation Of Who We Are,
A Pure Reflection Of What We See In Ourselves.
We are Currently Connecting Our Thoughts And Attention To This Reality.
We Allow Leaders To Represent Us When They Themselves Reflect Us.
The Real Truth Has Now Manifested Into The World As A Potential Existence.
Deep Down We Know It To Be True.
The Underlying Issue That Keeps On Resurfacing Century After Century That We Haven’t Managed To Grip Nor Accept..
The Truth.
History Has Taught The Story Of Our Lives:
Meditation. Dance. Joy.
The Confidence Life Enabled YOU To Be Without Fear.
Imperfection Holds Possibility.
Each Day Brings With It Purpose And Conscious Awareness To Experience The Truth For What It Is:
It Can Become Better.
Make A Conscious Effort Every Day.
We’re Living In A New World And The Old Belief’s Some Cling To HAVE To Be Compromised For The Future Of Mankind.
What Is Going To Change?
Actively Being The Change.
– Love from my spirit guides 🙂
XoX
Links:
How to motivate yourself to change.
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